extremely sorry for nvr updating my previous KL post, though im sure no one’s interested to read.. im feeling sorry to this bloggie.. mianhaeyo>< now that the SNOW is back.. should i come back..?

im having mixed feelings now.. EXTREMELY COMPLICATED mixed feelings..T^T

1. really sorry for not updating here, when i’ve promised myself to keep this bloggie updated..

2. even more sorry when the last post for KL wasnt even completed, and that i’ve been back from KL the 2nd time this yr already..

3. really troubled cause have tons of collab songs to be completed, but i have no mood to sing….

4. SJ.. wont split right..? they will..either stay in SME as ONE, or leave as a WHOLE right?

5. today is xmas eve.. but.. what kinda mood am i having..?

6. the snow here.. reminds me of many things.. i missed the snow here so much.. but things changed way to much within a year…. why..?

maybe.. i’ll still update here~~ hehe.. i can just double post stuffs here and in my CYWORLD isnt it?? XD

anywaez.. MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYBUDDY, especially my dearest bloggie, who never died on me=D *hugz bloggie* saranghae~~!

okie.. so, generally this trip/holiday was rather.. so-so.. as in, there were times i got realli REALLI, i mean really happy, but also were times when i got, super sad and depressed~(and even cry=.=)

14.06, trip to m’sia~
that day, was kinda excited yet not so excited as we were setting off M’sia..(cauz i stay in S’pore~) all of my stuffs were packed since early morning, ready to set off.. but for some reasons, i dont rmb wad, we kinda waited from morning till aftnoon before we realli set off.. so while waiting, i kinda used my lappy (laptop) for awhile, cauz it was realli boring!! then.. dad asked me to take all my pics/vids from the digital camera to my lappy’s external harddisk (to save memory so we could take more pics @ KL) and gave me the memory card.. it was my 1st time trying to put a memory card into my lappy, so i just any-o-how inserted into the ‘hole’ supposedly called the ‘memory card slot’..
BUT!! at that time i didnt know why, the card seems way to small for that ‘hole’ (or the other way round, the ‘hole’ is way too big for the card) so i quickly tried to get that card out.. i panicked, knowing somethin was wrong.. and u know when u try to do somethin when u’re nervous, etc, u’ll nvr do things right!! so, the card got even more into the ‘hole’!! i even tilted my lappy and use mechanical pencil leads, pins, etc to try get the card out, but to no avail=.= “Aish, im doomed!!” was all i could think of at that time.. Dad will surely scold me, for being stoopid, etc.. so, i didnt tell him the situation, trying to get the card out while no one’s looking, then act like nothin happened when he passed by~ then SUDDENLY, he came in, kinda impatient and asked how the ‘transfer of pictures/vids’ went.. and ofcauz, he caught me red-handed trying to get the stucked-card out=.= so.. i told him what went wrong and as expected.. he scolded me=.= gaahs.. blah blah blah.. “You’re so stoopid!! How could u put the card inside when u see the size is wrong?! And how could use lead and try to get it out?! Are you trying to spoil the computer?!” he scolded in Chinese.. “Fine im stoopid!! I dont know anythin!! I didnt even wanted to do this ‘transfer of pictures’/vids’ in the first place!! And this is my first time touching that card and that ‘hole’!! How am i supposed to know how i should be doing it?! U dint even tell me exactly what im supposed to do!!” i rebutted inside of me.. i felt.. magligned?? and somehow tears started flowing from my eyes~ (hehe, im a crybaby isnt it??) then i stormed off and locked myself in my room~ i felt that i didnt want to go KL anymore.. i rather stay at home and do whatever i want..(now come to think of it, i should hav realli stayed eh??) but somehow.. i calmed myself down for a few minutes and set off with them anywaez………….
then.. on the car~ sing sing sing~ my fave playlist!! kekeke~ but then.. while dad was driving somewhere on BKE (bukit timah expressway?? or somethin liddat..) he suddenly asked my 2nd (younger) sis to take out the pink plastic bag with some important documents inside, kinda trying to double checked.. WHO KNOWS.. it wasnt inside the bag it’s supposed to be.. dad even stopped the car at the side in the middle of the expressway, to checke if the documents were placed somewhere else.. not here.. not there.. he cant find it anywhere.. dad got furious.. the only way was to return home and find.. back home.. he couldnt find it either.. then i went to parents’ room to get somethin, “HEY!! it’s a pink plastic bag on the floor!!” (lol, on the floor!!) i quickly picked it up and show my dad.. “yes it’s this one!!” dad said as he saw that plastic bag i picked up.. “okay, LOL=.=” i thought.. “why the heck is it on the floor?!” haha~ then we went back to the car.. and found out it was my second sis who ‘threw’ it on the floor..
then.. we had a safe trip to m’sia and reached (mum side’s) grandma’s house~ we bought them dinner, had dinner there, and then went to (dad’s side’s) grandma house.. slept there, got freezed to death cauz the aircon was too cold!! and was sharing a super thin blanket with youngest sis, AND!! had a, not say nightmare, but bad dream=.= (the boii i like dint like me.. hehehee~) and then, nxt early morning, we set off to KL with dad’s mum, my grandma^^

15.06, KL here I come!! (again~)
lalalalaa~ playing my fave playlist again~ i sang till my voice almost got hoarse.. hehehe.. was in a good mood~!! but kinda squeezy at the back, with grandma, 2 sis plus me.. and i had to put on the seat belt!! hate it!! cauz it kinda restricted my singing~ kekekekekekeke~ as i requested, (second time i requested haha, 5yrs ago i also requested the same thing) we stopped at the Ayer Keroh Overhead Bridge stop^^ whee~ how happy was i to go there again~ missed that place so muchie!! had a ‘mini lunch’ (not realli lunch yet..) at the A&W there.. but we waited like, at least half an hr before the food came.. and, ususally all the food items come in the same time dont they?? this A&W serve one burger per time, fries also came late, EVEN A CUP OF TEA came even later=.= hehe, but that didnt spoil my mood~ hee=) after eating we continued our car ride towards KL..
when we first reached KL, i first spotted the twin tower!! second time seeing it^^ and wow.. we entered a super long tunnel!! hmmph.. my dad said it’s longer than S’pore’s KPE, but i thought KPE is longest in South East Asia already?? ermm.. well, dunno~ but it’s realli long.. and the road’s super bumpy!! dont like it~ hehe.. then, we soon reach the road beside our ‘hotel’ (apartment suites actualli), and my mum’s eyes were sharp to spot the ‘KL Plaza’, where our ‘hotel’ should be.. wow.. in the pamphlet we have, the building looks nice and white on the outside, the swimming pool looks nice and the suites were beautiful!! but guess what we saw?? the buling became BLACK on the outside, no kidding, black on the outside.. due to dunno what reason that i have no interest to know, the whole building, seriously, turned black.. not as in they painted it black!! no no~ u could tell the paint, was white.. but dunno whatever mould, etc, turned the building black.. since then, haha~ my whole felt like we got cheated.. hehe.. then our roughly 3hrs-or-so car ride ended at the dark, creepy & smelly carpark..
but we were early for check in.. the check in time should be 3pm, we reached at about.. 1+pm?? so~ we decided to go the the Pavilion Mall right opposite our ‘hotel’ to have our ‘real lunch’.. waa.. i realli fell in love with Pavilion at first site i tell u.. the building’s new, white, shiny, big~ waa.. MY STYLE^^ hahahaha.. but yeah.. it’s like a.. VIVO in KL?? hehe.. all are like branded shops inside.. stuffs are expensive, etc.. but i tell u.. u’ll feel great even if just walking around the mall without buying anythin~ hehehe.. (aish, but yeah, i miss Pavilion so much now.. someone move it to S’pore for me?? kakaka~) we walked around, and somethin funny is that we took the escalator to 2nd floor and immdiately took the opposite escalator down to 1st floor, cauz we wanted to go elsewhere to find stuff to eat as we thought Pavilion only has expensive resturants~ then lol, when we were just outside the mall, we saw this food/restaurant directory, where my parents suggested eating at a Hong Kong style cafe, at level 6.. then haha, we went back to the escalator and went all the way up.. we’re like playing the escalator?? up, down, then up up and away~~ hehehehe.. at level 6.. hahaha, we couldnt find the Hong Kong style cafe~ it was at the opposite direction we went from the escalator.. as i’ve said this mall is big, so we toured a whole big round, thinking the Hong Kong style cafe dont even exist, then finally realised it hidden in one corner at the opposite side from where we went~ waa.. and u guys know Ah-Wang?? the one from Hong Kong, kinda very famous, acted by HK actor Roger Kwok.. he’s the, ermm, advertiser of this cafe~ hahahaha.. okay, then we ordered our food and waited….
and omo!! before our food came, my sis saw somethin.. realli eew-ing especially when we’re eating.. cauz we sat at a window-side table.. then my sis (i 4got which one, hehe..) saw a guy lying on the road.. AN ACCIDENT HAPPENED!! luckily she didnt see how the accident happened or she’ll hav a great shock.. but i kinda hoped she saw how it happened cauz i was.. super curious~ hehe.. ermm yah.. that guy was lying on the road, infront of a motorcycle..(apparently he’s a motorcylist) then crowds began to gather at the roadside, on the overhead brige nearby, even other motorcyclists got curious and stopped aside to see what happen.. apart from that, some realli kinda motorcyclist stopped their vehical and went to help that injured guy.. he was alive, for sure.. cauz even me, from the 6th floor, could see him moving.. but only his hands moved.. err.. he kept lying down.. and poor thing.. the sun was shining bright and hot, and he was lying down facing the sun.. one or two of the kind hearted ones use a jacket or something to cover him from the sun.. one person also fan-ed him using i-dont-rmb-what.. more motorcyclists gathered to see if they could help.. (meanwhile our food came and we started eating.. and i believe i was the only one interested, or maybe the one most interested in knowing if the injured guy was okay..)(okay i noe im KPO aka nosy, but sawree~ im just liddat.. hee~) soon police came.. but yeah police.. they were there to control traffic, not help the guy.. but they were concerned if that guy was okay too.. ooo, and i guess that guy was pretty seriously injured cauz he couldnt sit up or what, and no one dared or could help carry him to aside, to somewhere safer cauz they were all in the middle of a busy road~ and as me & my family were eating, i constantly looked out of the window every 5mins or so?? to see if that guy was still there~ and finally.. i hav no idea how minutes later, but we were still eating halfway, we all heard this super loud siren.. (we could even hear it indoor, at level 6!!) my instinct told me to look outside, and there!! here comes the ambulance, finally!! *phew* but my dad was saying, the paramedics were moving so slowly, like they were doing something casual, not like in a hurry when they should!! then.. the crowd dispersed kinda quickly, like the show is over or somethin?? motorcycles left one-by-one, but some realli very kind ones wait till the ambulance leave then they went back to their own vehicals and gone off~ then, we happily ate our food and left..
then we took the escalator outside down.. and~ guess what i saw?? REDBOX!! it’s like, M’sia’s KBOX!! but yeah, it says redbox plus, dunno what it means.. but im sure there’s karaoke inside!! aww.. i realli realli wanted to go.. i even planned to go there with Fiza & Nonoi unnies.. i also realli wanted to meet them.. then.. we just walked walked and soon it reached 3pm so we went back to the ‘hotel’..
finally finally.. we checked in.. level 7 room C702.. hmm.. inside not too bad~ compared to the black building outside~ but yeah.. everythin looks realli old.. not old like antiques.. but just old~ there were 2 rooms, one living room, one toilet and one kitchen.. and whee~ most of the electricals are from a brand called SINGER!! hehehehe.. my dream to be a singer lol~ so i like that brand!! then lalalaa~ we sorta unpacked our stuffs.. and then.. watch tv!! but nothin much to watch~ hrs passed by, evening time.. time to go out to meet mum’s cousin~
we were supposed to meet her at KLCC..
well, my whole family, none went there before.. and we had to walk there.. and my dad was the one to lead.. apparently he lead us to many ‘wrong places’.. but haha he got scolded each time we got into the ‘wrong places’.. the road to KLCC tells me that roads in M’sia is vry dangerous.. wow.. those cars.. zoom everywhere~ and we had to illegal cross roads many times!! so scary~!! then finally.. we reached this building called KLCC something.. which seems like a convention hall.. ooo wah, many high class cars just parked outside, and most people there wore suits and etc~ hehe, we totally look like weirdos there cauz we wore those shopping kinda outfit.. anywaez, we went inside, and down the escalator.. and somewhat, up another escalator, which brought us to.. the middle of convention hall 3 & 4.. and lol!! cauz my fav no. is 3, i took a photo of the hall 3 sign~
then *creepy* as we walked down towards outside of hall 4, the whole of the corridor looks familiar.. if i dint rmb wrongly, it seems like i’ve seen this place in a nightmare before.. some nightmare that u noe, earthquake and the world collapse.. hehehe.. i noe i dream too much, but yeah.. me being inside didnt feel good.. i became nervous, as if some bad things will realli happen~ but ofcauz nothin happened laa..
then mum called her cousin, her cousin said she at 4th level, book store kinokuniya.. but we couldnt see any place where we were at to have a bookstore.. c’mon, it’s a convention centre!! no place to fit any kinokuniya~ then my mum called her cousin again~ then kakakaa, we realised we’re at the wrong place!! knew it!! so we went outside~ and ooo wah~ saw the twin tower again!! way closer this time!! so hehe.. the camera girl aka ME came into use again~ lalalaa~ took few pics of it/them!! then we walked and walked, hoping to meet mum’s cousin somewhere~ then wow~ we realli met!! so, mum’s cousin, aka QP aunt, brought her son along.. he’s same age as my 2nd sis, 9 this yr~ whee~ and we realised, the KLCC we’re at, is not the KLCC QP aunt mentioned.. haha.. the one with kinokuniya ar 4th floor is KLCC Suria (a shopping mall of KLCC), whereas we went to KLCC’s convention & exhibition centre~
and so~ we walked walked walked and walked to KLCC.. ooo wah.. the way there was BEEAUUUTIFUULL!! waa the scenery~ the fountain~ the twin tower~ the birds (?)~ hehe.. realli nice!! but!! aish.. dunno why.. i started feeling headache.. waeyo?? i guess it must be either the milk tea at the Hong Kong style cafe was too strong or the ice too cold so brainfreeze?? or maybe.. that nightmare.. i got worried too much at the convention centre?? hmmph.. wadeva the cauz, it realli didnt feel good.. but, with such nice scenery, me, the camera girl, couldnt stop taking nice pictures!! hehehehehe~
then.. we went into the KLCC Suria~ there was this lego-structure of india’s Taj Mahal.. and wow.. not long aft we entered KLCC Suria, i felt the headache was killing me.. it was terrible.. i wanted to squat down for a while.. but i dint, or pple will think im weird.. hehe.. but yeah, i told my mum i was having headache and feeling giddy, and somewhat she spread till everyone including her cousin also noe that i wasnt well..
TO BE CONTINUED..

well.. guess im realli having a crush with that Love dream ep.02 guy eh?? cant get him outta my mind now>< in class will keep on noticing him.. at home would think of him.. now holidays, no sch.. then will dream of him=.= (and and!! love dream ep.02 also happened during the sch holidays!!)

hmm.. this love dream occured on.. wed?? thurs?? hehe, i 4got.. in this dream, also in sch.. err, but the classroom seems like my primary sch’s?? im in secondary sch now btw.. then, like reality, im sitting at the back of the class, with the same girl i sit beside called ZJ.. then that guy, somewhere around me.. haha, dont rmb where he sat in this dream.. then, in this dream, still thinking that he likes me lol.. (i admit, im kinda crazy over him, trying to think that he likes me~ hee~) then, dunno why i kinda argued with a teacher?? then i was.. ermm, very unhappy.. pissed off?? err nope.. it’s like i was feeling being magligned.. u noe those kinda feeling?? then as i walked back to my sit (at the end of the classroom) i kinda pouted, and somewad saw that guy put a letter on my table?? hehehe.. then ZJ got curious and i opened the letter, half-letting ZJ see (meaning didnt realli let her see the whole thing).. i dont rmb reading any words in my dream hehe, but the letter supposingly is that the guy trying to confess to me and wanna cheer me up after i argued with the teacher.. omo.. i got realli happy laaaaa!! hehehehe.. cauz in real life realli like him, and realli hope he likes me too.. and, there’re times when i realli thought he do like me.. too??

so yup.. wad a nice dream~ that letter!! i realli wanna get it.. in reality!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aish.. but it wont come true i guess..

1. i promised myself that i will keep this bloggie active.. but i stopped bloggin since my bdae, until now..

2. i promised myself that i will restart blogging here on the 17th.. (17th june 09) but i didnt until now><

jinja chongmal mianhae.. but well, the second promise i broke has a reason behind it.. was supposed to be back on the 17th from KL, M’sia.. but somewhat it got dragged till ystdae, cauz my aunt who’s supposed to go to the “hotel” (some old apartment suites actualli) to take over us, didnt manage to go as she was not feeling well.. actualli on the 17th, my family already left KL and returned to Johor, preparing to come back to Singapore.. but, at my grandma house then the adults discussed what to do (while i was busy bathing, looking 4ward to coming back home and RESTART BLOGGIN HERE=.=) , and then i was told we had to go back to KL that same day=.=

aish.. it’s realli ironic u noe?? to return to Johor from KL, and go back to KL the same very day.. if u dunno how far KL is from Johor, it’s about.. 300km.. err, and we travel by car.. my dad’s Mitsubishi Colt Plus, black.. so yeah.. 3 hrs car trip, back and forth.. wad tiring journey was that?!

soo.. mianhae.. i broke my promises.. hope that.. i’ll continue blog here.. and that.. i’ll nvr break this kinda promise (bloggie promises) eva again!! *sings sorry sorry*

haha.. for me?? kangin oppa?? it’s for.. ermm.. all 17jan babies?? hee=)

aigoo.. almost cried just now, at 00.00am.. whoaa. my (international) phone, vibrated 2 times.. 2 msg reeived.. one from nonoi unnie, one from kambal~ omona.. they realli sent it on time.. 12midnight.. so touched.. i think.. today.. just now.. was the.. first time eva?? aww.. *sobz* i feel so wordless.. as in.. no words can describe how i feel right now.. and it’s like.. my (local) phone.. nothin happen.. i suppose.. my “real” friends.. muz be.. sleeping?? even if they not sleeping i dont think any will be nice enough to sms me.. aigoo.. thanks nonoi unnie and kambal~!! and nonoi unnie also sent me a pm thru the forum>< komawoyo~!! *hugz* saranghae the both if u~

so i wonder.. how will jan17 be?? *i wonder*~

-a girl who has the same bdae aa Kangin-

it’s kangin oppa’s birthday~!! saenggil chukkhahaeyo~!! *honoured* hehe.. same day uh?? 17 jan~ *jumps*

hee=) tmr.. have “section meeting” in skool.. haha.. LOL.. for the sec3′s proposal thingy~ ohh well.. but im leaving at 1.. then prepare myself to leave.. for KBOX!! (a karaoke place) hee=) well, there’s 2 of my best friends going, well they like singing and SJ too.. haha.. (influenced by me><) and my 2 sis, and maybe mum, depending on her mood..

the KBOX pple will deco the room, prepare me a cake, a prezzie, balloons (will the be sapphire blue??) etc, cauz im a member~ HAHA!!

then.. will sing like crazy i think.. hope i wont emo tmr.. or else.. it’ll be so pathetic.. but i guess i will oftenly in kbox these kinda karaoke places, cauz of sth i’ll become emo>< plus.. SuJu having SS tmr in Nanjing, plus i have a online fwen going.. so i’ll probably emo due to jealousy.. keke><

and.. i wonder.. ck.. will he rmb?? how about.. they all leh?? and.. seriously.. the “Love Dream Ep.02″ person.. waa.. make me so confused.. hope that.. it’s not like what im thinking.. hehe.. dont think so much..

ohh.. before tmr tmr arrives, can i ask a qn when im still 15??

WHY A DAY STARTS AND END AT 12?? WHY CNT A DAY STARTS IN THE MORNING, THEN IT’S ANOTHER DAY ONLY IN THE MORNING?? BUT.. WHY MIDNIGHT?!

-a girl who has the same bdae as Kangin-

ohh well.. this morning.. had a.. night mare?? some sort of.. dreamt that.. i graduated?!?! but.. whole world only i cry=.= then i cried so hard.. also dunno what i sad about.. somehow.. the whole world started crying with me?? as in.. whole world=whole school~ keke.. then when i woke up.. still feel like crying.. hee><

then go school~ then section meeting (councilor).. as i say before im section leader(SL).. we have 2 section leaders.. when we about to go duty.. the other SL told me that the councilor chairperson wanna meet me.. i was like “O.o meet me?!” then i went to put bag first then go “meet her”.. before i got to see her, i suddenly realise, must be sing bdae song, cauz tmr is sat maa.. then they cnt sing tmr.. so.. sing today lo.. (cauz 13jan they sang bdae song to another councilor.. haha..) then, as i expected, one whole group of sec4 councilors sit on the bench there, is like waiting for me.. haha>< *shy* then the chairperson gave me a super big card, then they started singing “happy birthday song”~ so touched!! hee=) then those who were late continue to write while i go duty.. haha..

then flag-raising.. when going back class, was alone, cauz aft duty, then when going up the stairs.. omo.. saw ck>< scare me to death worx.. it’s like, when u walking up the stairs, when u sense there’s someone coming down, u’ll look up ne?? and then.. i looked up.. and saw him=.= tried to act like i dint see him, maybe he dint see me either~

then chinese lesson (ting xie=.=).. then amaths.. haha!! suddenly become my class sing bdae song to me.. kekekeke~ *touched* dint quite expect that>< then.. i think.. that amaths tcher dunno it my bdae?? (but it’s like stated on the board haha..) she seemed lost.. haha.. so it’s like.. idk why.. but the person from “Love Dream Ep.02″ (who’s sitting right in front of me><) kinda pointed to me so she’ll noe who’s bdae but haha, apparently she dint see him pointing.. LOL.. but why did i see that?! ahem.. then.. she still say “i know it’s my bdae, dont need sing bdae song 4 me.. then it’s like..=.= she destroyed my chance to say “thank u” to the class.. aish.. starting to not like her>< then.. lessons as usual~

then PE.. hehe.. well.. abit.. sad?? LOL.. CO dont want me liaox.. haha.. so embarrassing.. it’s like.. im kicked out?? ohh.. cauz my PE tcher is CCA in charge.. haha~ then.. height and weight thingy.. yay~ just as expected, taller by 2cm, lighter by 2kg.. but still very fat=.= then RECESS~

then.. hahahaha.. now.. is my “old classmates”s time~ ade called me, say what gill angry, ask me what did i do wrong.. i was like “O.o huh?! angry me?! wae?!” then i thought, muz be some “bdae trick” again.. haha.. then i say “i noe what u all up to”.. but she told me to go their class, but cauz i was meeting tcher, so i dint><

then.. it’s SS lecture.. well, my “old classmates” were in the same lecture too.. saw them.. then they ask again what did i do to gill.. well, im quite sure i did nothin.. then i shrugged and went to my own class there to sit.. when i sat down.. ermm.. abit funny.. i till now still dont geddit.. the “Love Dreamz Ep.02″ person.. suddenly said “sorry” to me.. i was like “O.o huh?? wae sry me??” then he keep saying “nothing, just wanna say sorry..” it’s like “?!?!” WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?! hmm.. then he also nvr explain i also nvr ask.. then that’s it lorhx.. haha.. then SS lecture.. when ended, hehe.. my “old classmates”.. haha, they finally gave up in “tricking” me and gave me the prezzie.. but well, realli grateful that they’ll nvr 4get my bdae~ *haengbokhae*

then.. bio spa~ today did food test.. me and my partner, we sotongs.. kaka~ alwaez blur blur dunno this, 4get that.. then end up nvr complete, as usual~ then~ CLASS END~

things that happen aft class, not realli eventful.. haha~ but..

*bows* thanks to CCL ’08 ’09 exco, 4DL and my bunch for fellow ’06’07 2Courage classmates.. i love u all *hugz* saranghae~!!

ohh.. and.. special thanks to my junior who rmb my birthday today and smsed me.. as in, my bdae is tmr but she rmb today, so she sent bdae wishes in advance, and, she was the first.. and YQ!! the first prezzie i received was from her!! and it was yesterday worx.. and CCL exco!! the first bdae song i got to hear.. haha.. as for the net fwenz.. hmm.. the first gift i received on the net (but im still not very sure if it’s for my bdae..) should be from mabelle, as u all should know, the mabelle from SP^^ hehe.. she sent me a super nice pic laa.. hahaha.. i feel like showing.. but.. should i?? but seriously i was shocked when i saw that~ hee=) and.. in case that pic wasnt meant for bdae.. then a girl from EXM called winnie left me a comment on my profile to wish me happy bdae~ hee=)

so.. realli wanna thank all~ but hehe~ tmr tmr then i’ll thank personally^^ maybe i’ll sms my whole class, one by one, to thank for the bdae song.. cauz thanks to my amaths tcher, i dint thank them, at all lorhx.. *guilty* and.. thank all in advance who will gimme bdae wishes, tmr~ hehehehe..

-a girls who has the same birthday as Kangin-

so.. especially when school reopens.. i seldom update.. and.. soon.. my blog.. will die.. sawree~

but!! i hope this bloggie is differents from the previous blogS i had.. cauz, there’s much more readers.. haha.. and much more response.. hehe.. and.. this is the bloggie that i’ve updated the most?? i guess.. (should be laa~)

so.. hahahaha~ if i dont update, dont blame me.. it’s not that i dont want to, just lazy.. hee=) but But BUT~ if u see i dint update, and somehow u have my ym msn or even handphone number.. drop me a msg to ask me update~ hahahahahahahahahahahhaa~ sry, abit “high” now.. heehee~ *crazyy~*

PS. budden.. since.. i so many days dint post anything.. (right?? hope im not wrong><) i shall.. post 3 posts now, in a row.. (includin this post haa haa!!)

-a girl same birthday as kangin and SuperShow Nanjing-

iwannabeasinger..

ottokhae.. now that school has reopened.. the dream.. suddenly.. became stronger?? i dunno wad im talking.. but.. these days.. after school.. i’ll go to soompi forum’s performers corner.. and see how the “singers” there sing.. good or not good, better than or not as good as me.. hehe.. and.. i’ll go look out on the collabs they do.. the instrumentals they have.. the tips etc they have on auditions.. waa.. realli so tempting.. and.. i’ve collected all the instrumentals im interested in..mandarin, english, korean, japanese songs.. haha.. i can now sing like crazy.. and.. i realli realli feel like trying out for auditions.. kaka.. im going crazy ne?! then now.. im like.. recording songs everyday?? aish.. but.. i noe.. im not good enough.. and.. i dont have the courage.. so.. whatever im doing now.. should be.. useless?? but.. it seems that.. i cant give up>< as in.. i dont wanna give up.. i dunno why im thinking liddat.. but..

irealliwannabeasinger..

should i.. follow my dreams?? or.. focus on my studies?? am i thinking too far.. or?? HELP!!

let it snow let it snow let it snow~ whee~

—snowy lover—